Protected: You gave me the best mixtape I have.

August 31, 2008 at 8:04 am (Depression periods, Relationships)

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I spent most of last night dragging this lake for the corpses of all my past mistakes

August 27, 2008 at 12:42 am (Culture, Music)

You should just know that I’ll have hope in you, no matter what. I know that when the time comes, you’ll be able to amaze people but just remember who your diehards and friends are. You can take problems away with a nod and a wave. So I’ll sit here waiting for November to come by cause my internet sucks.

Just so you guys know, this entry isn’t about a girl

or a friend

or a relative

or whatever.

 

 

 

It’s ABOUT FALL OUT BOY AND THE NEW ALBUM ” The Return – Folie A Deux” coming out in November. Yes, I am a crazy fanboy. And they’re not mainstream, LET ME LIVE IN MY DENIAL.

“There’s a song on the radio that says,”Let’s get this party started, so let’s get this party started”.” – Calm Before The Storm by the best thing to happen to music, Fall Out Boy.

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And the sun burnt out tonight

August 24, 2008 at 1:28 am (Drama, Friends, Shitzzzz)

God, what a slow night.

So Mr. Holland went back this morning and it was nice having him back. I think I trust him even more because of this visit back and too bad he’s not coming back. And thanks for the rubik’s cube and it’s good to know that alot, Alot, ALOT of people HATE/ABHOR/LOATHE Jon.

My nail polish isn’t chipped enough to repaint and I’m too lazy to condition my hair. God, you could confuse my blog with a girl’s blog. What a jackass night, if only I didn’t have this goddamn sore throat and flu, if only it wasn’t so late, if only I had a new season of One Tree Hill to watch, if only I didn’t leave my books in the car.

And sheesh, HELP people are so Gossip Girl. And I’m bored out of my mind, ok bye.

“But Peter Pan is miles away” – Last Straw by Jack’s Mannequin.

P.S. Somewhere along the way there was a point to this entry but it was lost, LOST forever.

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Obviously, I’m not going to get any sleep tonight!

August 22, 2008 at 3:48 am (Uncategorized)

It’s now 3.45AM and as my good friend Mr. Holland says, “Never a dull moment.” Even right now PJ’s alive. GOD!

“Keep it simple now” – Cobra Starship

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Protected: Dramatic Emo Song

August 22, 2008 at 2:21 am (Uncategorized)

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Hey are you okay? You look pretty low. Very handsome awkward. Do you feel okay? You look pretty low. Very handsome awkward.

August 19, 2008 at 6:46 pm (Depression periods, Friends)

I don’t know what’s this entry about but I’m feeling it’s that mass depression period. This is dedicated to everyone; meaning: Ms. Naive, Maldivian Slave, Ms. Punk-Rock-Emo, Mr. Holland, Ms. Indie, Mr. Family-Man, Ms. Klutz, Suba, Korean, Ms. Q and anyone else that I can’t think of right now.

The Used – Blue And Yellow

And it’s all in how you mix the two,
And it starts just where the light exists.
It’s a feeling that you cannot miss,
And it burns a hole,
Through everyone that feels it.

Well you’re never gonna find it,
If you’re looking for it,
Won’t come your way,yeah
Well you’ll never find it,
If your looking for it. (looking for it)

Should’ve done something, but I’ve done it enough.
By the way, your hands were shaking,
Rather waste some time with you.

And you never would have thought in the end,
How amazing it feels just to live again,
It’s a feeling that you cannot miss,
It burns a hole, through everyone that feels it.

Well you’re never gonna find it,
If you’re looking for it, won’t come your way, yeah
Well you’ll never find it, if you’re looking for it. (looking for it)

Should’ve done something, but I’ve done it enough.
By the way, your hands were shaking.
Rather waste some time with you.

Should’ve said something, but I’ve said it enough.
By the way, my words were faded.
Rather waste some time with you.

(Time with you… time with you time with you
Waste some time with you… waste some time with you)

Should’ve done something, but I’ve done it enough.
By the way, your hands were shaking.
Rather waste my time with you.

Should’ve said something, but I’ve said it enough.
By the way, my words were faded.
Rather waste my time with you.

Should’ve done something, but I’ve done it enough.
By the way, my hands were shaking.
Rather waste some time with you.

Waste some time with you…
Waste some time with you…
Waste some time with you…
Waste some time with you…
Waste some time with you…
Waste some time with you…
Waste some time with you…

Should’ve done something, but I’ve done it enough.
By the way, my hands were shaking.
Rather waste some time with you.

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Protected: Self-analysis

August 12, 2008 at 5:07 am (Depression periods)

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Protected: I’ve waited hours for this, I made myself so sick

August 11, 2008 at 4:55 pm (Relationships)

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But don’t get the wrong idea, we’re gonna shoot you.

August 11, 2008 at 2:53 am (College, Culture, Music, Relationships)

Back in black, I hit the sack, it’s been too long I’m glad to be back. – AC/DC

I’m back, bitchessssssssssss.

So alot has changed since the last month.

And I’m over it. I’m over you.

I miss America already, it was very liberating. The sights, sounds, the people. Short-listed the colleges/unis that I want to go to. Got new clothes, Take This To Your Grave by FOB CD and some misc. stuff. Overall, read 2 and a half books.

And of course, being jaded, I think I lost one of my new t-shirts and my car doesn’t work. I’m stuck at home, Home, HOME!… one of the places I feel weird at.

And for some strange reason, my left hand has been numb the whole day.

I missed everyone while I was there. Still miss them, I haven’t even seen Ms. Naive since I got back. Maldivian Slave and Korean aren’t here. Ms. Punk-Rock-Emo just left for Australia, if you’re reading this, remember L or XL size and Cobra Starship and if possible, NFG.

And I can’t believe that Mr. Family-Man didn’t invite me for his sister’s wedding. Ms. Indie, please go check on my invitation!

I’m really jet-lagged now, it’s 2.30PM in New York right now. I really regretted not bringing anyone with me to America.

This new semester will definitely be surprising cause I’m not sure what to expect. I don’t even know how I’m gonna go for the briefing, considering nooo… urgh… car… how painful to say those words.

And I’m out of things to say for tonight, other things on my mind right now.

“You said, between your smiles and regrets: “Don’t say it’s over.” Dead and gone, dead and gone, yeah. – Calm Before The Storm by FOB.

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Take this to your grave

August 7, 2008 at 1:50 am (Shitzzzz)

Leaving America in 2 hours!

 

I’m on a computer in the business lounge and my MP3 player WORKSSSSSSSS. Erm… don’t expect much when I get back, I didn’t get that much stuff for everyone, including myself.

 

Will be back in 2 more days.

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